To be completely honest, @Kahlan, you should have never mentioned wanting to apprentice on this site. Nothing personal against you, but come on, really? What did you expect? You seem like a nice girl, but this forum doesn't like people who come on here and say "I want to apprentice, blah blah blah". This isnt the place for that. It makes things really uncomfortable, quickly.
Especially when the people are nice like you. We don't want to drive you away, but at the same time, we want to pull you back to reality. If it is something you really want, search for it in real life, put in the work in real life, (not on fake skin! Or any skin, you know what I mean), and leave it off of this forum. if I had a nickel for every person who came to this site looking to become an apprentice, LST would be getting a hefty donation out of me!