Thank you for all the comment to me, i feel much better now (i guess?).
@oboogie thanks for your reassurance and it really helps me to overcome my post tattoo blue!
@Maynard haha I won't get any more tattoo, at least at this point of time 🙂
@Hogrider I hope i can get used to to my tattoo soon!
@Moreismore How long did you take to get used to it? the whole summer? yes you are right that i think i am just in the process of going through big mental shift, hopefully i will feel more and more like it per you said!
I think what i have to do now is don't be shy to always cover up my tattoo like what i did in the past week, wear single like before to build up my confidence and of course stop searching all the youtube video, blog, clinic page about the tattoo removal and try to get back to my usual life.
p/s: sorry for my poor english as i am not a native english speaker 🙂