Hi Tiva!
I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through this 😞 I can assure you, though, that it'll be fine. It's a big change to your body, and it's normal to feel anxious about that! But trust me, it'll become like a mole or some other quirk about yourself that you grow to not really mind.
I'm not sure I said this on this thread before, but when I was going through it, I basically moved in with my best friends so that I was not alone and we found beautiful things about my tattoo, that still stick with me today - essentially, what it stands for. Creaking floorboards in corridors, moving paintings and the magic that is part of the world I chose for my design. But yeah, not being alone helped.
I also researched laser removal, even seriously considered it, but decided not to do it.
I don't think I finally accepted it until a few months ago when the singer Liam Payne described feeling similar about a tattoo he got while he was drunk, so that random outside confirmation that this is normal and everyone so far has overcome it in one way or another, helped a lot.
Your tattoo is not your entire world. There is much more to you than this, much more to your life than this, and this feeling will pass.
Please don't hesistate to keep posting here, it helped me so much back in the day, and I hope it can do the same for you! ❤️