Ok, here's the condensed version of your answer (similar questions of which have been answered on this forum many times before):
a/ continue to come up with creative and drawings, but start calling them "references".
b/ find a professional tattooer who already is proficient in the type of art you would wear, and who can actually tattoo (that's a whole new subject, by the way)
c/ discuss your vision with that artist and bring the references for guidance
d/ let that artist come up with the final idea(s)
Don't expect a true artist to be interested in trying to reproduce your idea(s).
Don't expect a novice artist to be able to reproduce your idea(s).
Avoiding the above = you might be lucky. you might not. you'll still wear it forever.