I've got no love for the pain: it's just three hours of pain. No adrenaline kicks in, I'm just getting stabbed repeatedly in my back while lying on my stomach naked, trying to talk as much as possible and to breathe through the pain.
It's all about gaman: perseverance. I only ever do 3 hour sessions with breaks.
It's about the rhythm of life and integrating sessions into that rhythm.
The pain makes me discover my body in ways I'd no idea. haha.
It's about doing something for me, only me; reconnecting with my body and focusing my mind in ways I've not done otherwise or previously.
I do enjoy the me time. The ritual. The worst is having to take a shower when I get home. I just want to drink a pint and go to bed. But I've got to clean and coat my back. ugh.
My tattooer rules; so much fun to shoot the shit with him, such a great artist with his own style and yet traditional. So part of it is being connected with him and with a certain tradition which I've chosen to be connected to.
So like most long term things we go through in life, it's not so much about enjoying it. But I guess I'm heavily tattooed individual now. haha