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sorry, but that sounds really strange, that's why you get a tattoo and that's what a tattoo does,maybe you would be better off getting a henna tattoo.

They already told you, but I want to repeat: if you feel like this, do not get a tattoo. Please, don't take that as a dismissive, who-cares answer: it's actually the most caring thing someone could recommend you, because if the fear you experience is strong enough to make you write about it on a public forum then it's not so unlikely that it would make you regret (really, strongly regret: a deep, encysted fear is not something you should underestimate) getting a tattoo.

pictures, please.

Maybe find an ambigram artist, which does something like: reading "luck/home/..or simillar" form others and (overhead or mirrored) "mom" or her first name". I know, will not be a big or realistic, just another idea