Nothing really surprises me any more.
I saw a video the other day, probably on Youtube but not sure, where a guy had had his nipples removed and kept them in a bottle. If ya didn't want them in the first place, why keep them around?
LOL it's called "tattoo remorse",and we all get it,but you need to relax and let it settle and heal.
Take a deep breath,have a beer,and go on with your life.
take a another look in a few months and maybe discuss it with the artist that did it or another.
That's not looking so good - but at least part of the result is because the "tattooist" didn't know what he/she was doing, and you were the guinea pig.
If its red and sore you might have an infection going on under there. I'd recommend going to see a doctor if you haven't already done so.